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Lack Mentality

My car is convinced I’m starving him because he can see the bottom of his bowl. He can’t see the food around it, he only sees what he doesn’t have. This is lack mentality. I used to think it only applied to how you saw money. It came to me the other day, that my lack mentality shows up in how I address food. Kind of like my cat.

In my case tho, I restrict my calories, convinced I will gain weight if I have any “no no items”. In my head sugar of any kind goes straight to my hips. And because I have been brought up to believe that how I look is all important, I restrict myself.

I kept getting the message to let go of the lack mentality that isn’t serving me, and I kept thinking “why is this coming to me!?” My relationship with money is healthy. But food, yeah, that is anything but healthy.

I was raised by a woman who thought I only looked great when I was basically starving myself. At the age of 11 she told me I needed to make sure I wasn’t too fat. I was constantly told to suck my stomach in, and called thunder thighs. (Mind you I was a competitive gymnast my entire life).

When I was pregnant, and shortly after my c-sections, my mom would show me her post baby pics bragging about how quickly she got back in her jeans… then would tell me “you’ll get back to yourself soon”.

Once she died, I realized just how unhealthy she was. I realized I could never say the things she said to me to my kids. It was eye opening. Yet my relationship with food didn’t improve.

I was talking to a fellow calorie/carb-a-phobe the other day who said that the calorie counter I suggested to her suggested she eat WAY too many carbs. And that’s when I realized how the relationship to lack.

Food is energy, it is literally how our body fuels itself. If we restrict it, it finds ways to store “energy”. It figured out ways to keep itself alive. How can I be on the vibration of abundance and be simultaneously be obsessed about eating a normal 1500 calorie diet (I was down to 1000 calories while working out, and was perplexed as to why I was exhausted).

So long story short, if you are not seeing abundance in your life, where are you restricting yourself in an unhealthy way?! It can be friends, love, food, entertainment. I’m not saying to binge in any of these areas, but find out what is normal, and trust that it’s normal, and your perspective is skewed.

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No Man is an Island

This may shock you as it shocked Mj, but if you want to manifest ANYTHING you MUST include other people. I tend to forget this or at the very least overlook this aspect of manifestation.

I kept getting the message that I needed to work on my relationships, to which I kept thinking, my marriage is fine! We are happier than we have ever been. But, I listened to my guides and put on a “relationship meditation”. I figured it wouldn’t hurt to be happier, lol.

Not more than 5 minutes after listening to this meditation, my renter texted me saying she wanted to buy the house she’s renting from me (I had told her I wanted to sell) and at the same time my realtor/good friend texted me also. Right there I was shown why relationships matter….

So, I’m now on a mission to reach out whenever I get the whim to reach out. I’m going to smile at the people around me more, and engage in conversations with the cashiers and waitresses. I’m embarrassed to say that I have been known to be the person who seems oblivious to everyone.

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Exciting stuff!

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This means I can know help you understand why the dog is suddenly allergic to his food, the electrical outlet in your kitchen isn’t working and your suddenly making dumb mistakes at work. I can help you understand the root cause and where it derives from. I can also help you understand your life lesson, do. Relationship reading, introduce you to spirit your spirit guides (and how they get your attention) and read your chakras.

This sounds like at lot, and it is, but man is it eye opening! Get your reading now at the low cost of $125.00. In Sept I’m raising a full reading to $300 or $100 for each stand alone reading!

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The Bagua

I’ve had a crazy busy week. Normally, I check the cat boxes and food daily. I realized I hadn’t looked at them since Monday, which means my daughter was in charge without supervision…… and that’s why the shit hit the fan… literally and figuratively.

My cat boxes are in my wealth area of my house. It is the only place that made sense and was out of the way. I made this work by making sure they were well kept and the surrounding area was cleaned every day. For two years this has been fine, until this week.

This week has been a cluster of forgotten payments, overdrafts, unexpected expenses and set backs. I was like w….t….f…..!!!!

Then I came home to my daughter gagging. Yeah, a cat must have EXPLODED. All over the cat box area. It was gross. And it clearly happened yesterday…. in my defense, I came home and went to bed yesterday.

Yesterday was when the catalyst happened and today just got worse.

Am I saying feung Shui magically caused my problems? No. But I am showing that there is a connection that can’t be denied.

If you want to figure out what problems you are having look at your house. Do you have clutter built up? Are you shoving crap in drawers and closets? Are you neglecting cleaning? Look at what bagua area falls in your problem area and I can guarantee you are also having problems in that area of your life.

Clutter means you aren’t making room for that part of your life…

Shoving stuff in drawers means you shove your talents away and forget about them… you are probably confused about what you want to do in life

Closets a mess? The area that closet falls in likely has problems you shove aside and don’t deal with.

The list goes on and on, by your space shows your inner turmoil. And the easiest way to deal with that turmoil is to start cleaning your spaces. Opportunities, people and ideas will start flowing in once you clean up your space.

I’m excited to see what tomorrow brings now that I have cleaned up the shit that was covering my money area.

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What’s holding You Back?

I have a lot of people who are interested in what my readings entail, what they will uncover and what they will get out of them. In a lot of cases it’s almost like they are scared to know what’s holding them back. First, the fear of knowing is holding them back. But let me explain everything.

What do they entail:

I need your basic information just to make sure I’m accessing YOU in the akashic record. Just your name, birthplace and birthdate.

Out of curiosity, I have started cross referencing astrology readings with my akashic record readings. It’s AMAZING how well they tie together.

Astrology readings give you a lot of information about who you are based off your birthdate and place and how the stars were aligned at the time and place you were born. The Akashic record readings will explain why your soul chose that time, place and family to be born in to.

What will a reading uncover?

It will uncover anything your soul is willing to allow to be uncovered and what your soul is ready to clear out. Nothing more and nothing less. If you aren’t ready for it, I won’t see it.

This is very empowering because it means you are ready to take the actions, but it’s really hard to know what actions to take when the karma you are repeating has been brought to you from past life, ancestral or familial origins. It’s like trying to see a Forrest through the trees. My reading will just point out the path, versus you trying to hack your way through the deep Forrest.

What will you get out of it?

As much as you choose to get out of it. Life is all about YOUR choices. No one can influence your karma but you. You can allow yourself to be a victim, but you can also choose to be the survivor. So it’s literally what you choose to do with what I tell you. But remember, I only see what you want to clear at your soul level. So it behooves you to really take to heart what is uncovered.

But, karma will keep repeating itself until you choose to take different action. You will eventually figure out the lesson, but it’s your choice to struggle to figure it out or take a class and learn effortlessly.

The choice is always yours.

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Best Times

This is 100% true.

When I think back to the easiest time in my life, I can tell why it was easy and how my soul alignment looks. I can see easily where I made choices that took me out of alignment. It’s very interesting.

My senior year in high school, and my freshman year in college were my easy years. Granted, life hadn’t started throwing the hard decisions at me yet. But that’s why it’s so easy to see where I made aligned choices and choices that took me out of alignment. Because I was a blank slate.

My parents always supported me, but they never fixed my problems for me. They would listen, and then ask what I thought I should do. It frustrated me at the time because I really just wanted them to tell me what to do. I am now so grateful they didn’t. I do this for my kids, although I make sure to explain why I’m not fixing their problems for them. My parents were just raising me the way they had been raised.

I know now, that I need a group of exercise friends. It used to be gymnastics buddies, now it’s a yoga class. I don’t need them to “hold me accountable” I need them to just be around, to support me. Life has shown me that “tough love” people aren’t my people. Not because I need coddling, but because so many people get tough love wrong. They get their ego involved.

I realize now, that ego has always led to decisions that take me out of alignment. I dumped my high school boyfriend because my college friends made me feel embarrassed about him. My subconscious translated this to I’m not worthy of picking true friends. I deserve friends who act purely from ego. I can see how that choice tainted my decisions for a long time.

Exercise was something else I gave up during my freshman year. I convinced myself I didn’t have time. This excuse lasted for 10 years. And the universe gave me a bunch of proof that I didn’t have time for exercise…. which translated to I didn’t have time for me. I wasn’t worthy of making time for myself.

This is clearly a very simplified explanation of how I got to the subconscious conclusion that “I’m not worthy”, but trust me when I say that I have carried this belief for 25 years. It was a VERY powerful belief.

It took totally separating myself from EVERYONE (except my kids) to get to the bottom of this. It didn’t come to me that this was my subconscious belief until 2 years ago. But as soon as I recognized it things started shifting. Suddenly and drastically.

I can still see how that stain creeps back up in my life. Knowing it’s there helps, but it still causes chaos at times. Every time the chaos comes to the surface, I grab my stain stick and go to work erasing the damage.

So…. I challenge you to go back to the happiest, easiest time in your life. Where it REALLY felt like you had a sunbeam shining on you all the time. Write down what you had in your life then. Then slowly go through time and pinpoint where the sunbeam seemed to dim, and then dim more and still more. What choice did you make? How does that play out?

Next, get quiet. Meditate on that choice, ask how it was translated by your subconscious. In my case it sometimes helps to open a book randomly and see what line pops out. You can also quickly flick your Facebook or Instagram feed and see what meme pops out at you. Then see if this subconscious belief has left a stain on you that causes the chaos and dims the sunbeam.

I think you will be shocked.

If you want a reading to explain more, message me!