I have always known this saying to be true. I’ve also always known about karma. It feels like I knew about these fundamental truths before I even knew the words. Until recently I really couldn’t explain it to anyone if they had asked. I just would repeat “what goes around comes around”.
As the universe does, it gave me the tools I needed when I was ready to use them. It put my friends podcast on my feed “shit happens”. In this she discusses how if you are having a hard time hearing your intentions, warm up your heart. And do so by thinking of a non controversial, favorite thing. In my case…. my cat lol… he is simple and sweet and silly.
I was like cool! I get this concept totally.
Then I found the book by Mellisa Feick.
In this book she talks about how all the plains intersect.
So many people talk about levels and spirals etc etc. but in this book it was the first time I had read about toroidal fields as applied to karma.
She goes on to state that the hearts toroidal field is the strongest. It LITERALLY works as one. Blood pumps out, goes to all parts of your body and then comes back and the process starts again. Now imagine your intentions doing this. Starting in your heart, not your head. Your head adds ego. But your heart is where true, pure intentions come from. But it’s also where you hold scars your head has told you to get over.
Now imagine your feelings about relationships. What does your head say? “They are great and I am doing everything I can to get one.. only positive thoughts here!”
But your heart knows all the times you have been hurt deeply and is probably guarding your true intentions a little.
So picture this as you really think about hurts your mind/ego have shoved down deep… and picture the intention moving from your heart- out into the universe like this.
Re read that last paragraph, and look at this field again. It’s mind blowing huh?
This is the missing link that I never really got until this weekend.
This is why intentions get muddled from thought to fruition. If they are sent from your head, you think clearly send it out then wonder why what you ordered either isn’t coming, or is like those Pinterest fails you see on Facebook.
Your poor heart is being overlooked and pushed aside by your mind. But since the toroidal field STARTS at your heart center, the hearts whispers have a part in how the intention reverberates our and therefore is amplified when it comes back.
So. Listen to the whisper you hear when your sending your intention.
Mind/ego; “Relationships?! They are great and I am doing everything I can to get one.. only positive thoughts here!”
Heart: “But I have been hurt every time I’ve truly let someone get to know me, so I’m going to hang back”
This is also where my readings in the akashic records are going to benefit more! I have been able to tell people what the karmic patterns are that their soul is ready to heal. And now I can explain coherently why these patterns keep showing up! They are hidden I. Their hearts/subconscious.. and are then magnified!
Now to heal these patterns, you need to fully understand the choices you made that lead to the occurrence. Being a victim will not allow you to change the pattern. This is in no way saying you are to blame for what happened to you. This isn’t about blame, it’s about empowerment.
By taking ownership of your part in how the occurrence happened… and then FULL ownership of the choices you have made since, allows you to make new choices. By making new choices, you are able to alter the pattern.
You can not change what happened, but you can change how you let it affect you, how you are triggered now and how you will make choices in the future. You can then choose to take the lesson forward in life, allowing you to let go of the negativity surrounding what happened.
In sever traumatic cases, seeking a counselor is recommended. Doing this step is a step toward changing the pattern. You are recognizing that you need help, You are taking ownership of how you feel, and you are taking action to change the future.